Brief summary of the Santa Fe Century: My heart said, “YES!” My knee said, “NO!” My head said, “Remember what happened the last time you didn’t listen to your body? Yes, that’s right, you tore your ACL and you were out for a year.”¬† Knee/head/wisdom won. I quit just shy of making 40 miles. Very disappointed, but I know it was the right decision.
On the bright side, I was able to be present to watch my two riding buddies finish their first century rides–YAY for Connie & Alee!!!
It’s true that I was sad and disappointed that I had to pull out short of my goal.¬† Clearly this outcome is a perceived failure.¬† Yet, how much worse would I feel if I had not listened to my body and damaged my knee to the degree that it would require serious medical intervention or even surgery?¬† Possibly being out of commission and off the bike for an entire year (like when I tore my ACL).¬† Perhaps, taking a step back and looking at the bigger picture, the wisdom I gained weighs heavier in the success column.¬† Afterall, I will be back on the bike and there will be more century rides to complete THIS year.
I have learned so much more about my body and myself…and about what I need to do to get stronger and prepare for next time.¬† Why is it that I seem to learn the more from perceived failures than expected successes?
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